Monday, November 23, 2009

A Christmas Gift

It's Christmas season once again. A time for love, gift giving and of course, receiving!

What has been the greatest gift you ever received in your whole life? Was it on your birthday? Or was it on a Valentines day? Or was it during Christmas season?

Let's find out first what is the meaning of "gift." According to www.answers.com, gift is "something that is bestowed voluntarily and without compensation."

I hope that you have got the greatest gift in your life. And if you haven't received that gift yet, I would like you to introduce the greatest gift I received in my life, that gift is not a thing, but a person, and His name is Jesus Christ. He is the reason why we celebrate Christmas. He is already in our midst. He is just waiting for you to receive Him in your life and accept Him as your Lord and Savior.

Happy Christmas season everyone!

Monday, August 24, 2009

A Heart Warming Note

Yesterday when i attended a Youth Jamming, they had this activity. The topic of the activity is about "Friends." It was my sister who facilitated on the topic. One activity was to write something to the people who were around. I wasn't expecting something since i wasn't much of a regular to each of their activity. But, behold, what i was not expecting was really heart-warming and tear-dropping.
The ones who wrote these to me are siblings...brother and sister, YanYan and Ayana. They are our pastor's kids.

Adrianne wrote, "Salamat bro[,] libre nimo me mamy". I then recalled one day at a mall, it was lunchtime...lunch break from work, i saw them, him and his mommy, and i was just alone going for my lunch, i asked them to join me for lunch...my treat.

Ayana wrote, "Kuya Jason, I hope we'll see ya more often[.] Tnx for being a part of my growing years[.] -Ayana-"

I would like to say my, "You're welcome to both of you!" You've touched my heart because thank you notes don't come often.

I would like to say my own "Thank You!" to the people who have been with me, for all the things you've done to me, good or bad, joy and pain, in my life...even on your own simple ways. Thank you so much. To God be the glory!

- posted also at www.strangey.info -

Friday, August 7, 2009

Sound silly but amazing!

August 7, 2009

Around 9:45 this morning, I went to the comfort room to relieve myself. I noticed the door was not lock and not completely closed, I just knocked and somebody responded from the inside. So later I followed and got in, closed the door properly and locked it so that I won’t be disturbed.

When I’m done, I unlock and opened the door but I can’t, I was stuck inside. I said this some kind of a joke in me today. I don’t want to let everybody know that I was trapped inside the comfort room. What I did was:

First Attempt: I tried to pull it out with all my strength but not even a single millimeter moved. I planned to climb up just to get out on the next door but I’m sure it is very dusty.

Second Attempt: Another attempt were made to open it anchored my one leg to the concrete walling but nothing happen.

Third Attempt: I used to leave my cell phone on my desk when I’m in the office; But I brought with me the two cell phones. So I tried to text for help sent many messages to my Cambodian friend Rada, (who has special mission project, because he is around in the office that time) good for me that there was signal because before there was none. But its about 10 minutes passed no one came.

Fourth Attempt: I really don’t want to yell outside because everybody will know. But no choice so I shouted out to those in the kitchen nearby so that I will be heard, but still no one heard me. No one really knows I’m stuck in there.

Fifth Attempt: Started to removing one pin of “bisagra” which hold the door and door jam in that swings the door, but I was reluctant to remove everything because I will be spending more time returning it back after.

Sixth Attempt: I tried texting to my co-employee Allen Krystel (our admin staff in I.T. Department), using my suncel but I got no signal, I can’t text her with my globe either because it is registered only to unlitext globe.

Seventh Attempt: Wow! Seven (7) my favorite and perfect number. I just raised a short prayer, and said “Lord please help me to open this door”. Indeed when I pulled it out again for the last time the door were open smoothly, it seemed somebody pushing outside I did not even exerted more effort to open it and God does pushed it for me. (Thank you Lord!!!). Silly but amazing, God is always there even you are stuck in comfort room.

Monday, May 18, 2009

an expensive luxury car

Saturday- May 16. The Maramag Church had prepared a youth activity for the whole day and I was invited and I invited other friends. Hahaha. Anyway, Dad agreed about that so, no problem. The activity for that night was a film showing. Me with my companions went to the church droved by my super cool uncle. The foods were already prepared. As we ate our dinner, Liza asked me a favor which is so impromptu. I will lead the praise and worship! 4 songs! And I will be the EMCEE at the same time! Gosh!!! I’d never lead the P&W in that place. I mean, I never showed my talent there (hahaha. Lol!) the EMCEE thinge was quite okay but the singing… uhhhmmmm… my uncles never saw me singing in front, leading the team. This is OH MY GOSH!!! Then, the next thing, I had tachycardia. It was an opportunity to show what I got and to let them know that I can. So I went, upstage. Bringing my super duper bubbly character in welcoming the youths, the whole thing ended up great. Then, Pastor Levi gave his short talk. A story which made us all blunt face.

A rich man had been looking for the newest model car. He went to a store and his attention was catch by this sexy shifter car which cost $200M (assuming). So he talked to the Manager and bought the car. He paid it fully… cash. The Manager told the buyer that he can get the car in two weeks time. He waited for two long weeks and when he went back to the store, the car was still unfinished. He called the Manager showing his active attitude. He demanded that he wanted his car now. So, the Manager gave him all the spare parts of the car, the shiny and glistening wheels, glossy side mirrors and hi-tech booster engine. The buyer was so mad because he paid for it in cash and they had just given him an unfinished luxury car. Try to empathize the buyer. Would you feel the same? Would you shout and turn your face into dark red because of too much anger? Same with God.

God knows what the buyer was feeling at that time. He knows how distressing it is to buy something expensive and to think that they’ll just gave you spare parts. Why? Because He bought us with a high price. He gave up his Son in exchange for our lives. But then, we just gave him just part of our body and not totally our whole life.

Pastor Levi ended up in giving us a mind-boggling question. Would you commit your whole life to Him? Or just gave Him the spare parts?

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Moving Out, Moving In

I moved to another house (more of a room actually) today. I said farewell to my empty house. Been living alone for 4 weeks now after living together with my bro's family for three years. Someone's gonna rent the empty house, so I got to move out.

I rent a room in a boarding house. This will be just a temporary place since it's still 2-rides from work. I want to stay within a ride for work, and close to the city nightlife for the latenight shows.

This will be an adjustment period for me. Hopefully I can find new inspirations about this changing situation I'm in and convert it to music. This will be my only consolation.

But actually there is one more. As I prepare my things for the big transfer this morning, I found this painting. It's watercolor on canvas done by my kulit niece, Sharmei. Mom said it's her first painting.�

I got a lot of stuff to throw away and bring only the stuff I need in my new place. And I'm bringing this one. At least, when I'm alone in my new room again tonight, I'm just gonna stare at this painting and see family.

Plus the room I'm renting now has still some stickers and calendars (left by the previous boarders) posted by the door. Stickers of Walt Disney characters, Spongebob and yes, Snow White--Sharmei's alter ego.�

Well, it feels like I never moved at all.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Foster Love 2.0

And she did came back.

Last week, mom went to visit me here in the city and Katrina was with her. They spent the night with us. Then days later, back home Katrina decided to come back to mom's care.

I told you so.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

How to Stay Young and Fruitful All Your Life

Young people (including me) are fan of using cosmetic products to stay young and beautiful. We usually do exercising, dieting and etc. Well, these things may promise to preserve our mental acuity or physical appearance but they fall short of the abundant life Christ wants to give us. According to Dr. Stanley, there are things that we should do to keep us young and fruitful through out our lives.
Justify Full1. Keep leaving. Those who want to be youthful can not carry around the weight of emotional baggage. Painful memories may come to mind, but don’t allow yourself to dwell on them. God doesn’t want us to focus on the past. Christians should enjoy the present and anticipate the future.

2. Keep Longing. Never stop thinking about what the Lord may want to do through you. People with no purpose in life will age faster than those inspired by God-given goals.

3. Keep Looking. Read His Word and expect Him to reveal spiritual truth. Pay attention to the voice of the Holy Spirit as He guides you moment by moment.

4. Keep Laboring. Today, many people want to work less. But God designed us to be active. Exercising our bodies—through manual labor and other physical activity—keeps them healthier.

5. Keep Leaning. Turn every burden and worry over to God.

6. Keep learning. Acquiring new skills or knowledge stimulates our minds. Research has discovered that people who stop educating themselves usually age faster.

7. Keep loving. A loving person always smile and happy. Happiness makes that aging process slower.

8. Keep laughing. It relaxes your body and helps release tension and stress.

9. Keep your language positive.

10. Keep listening to the Lord. When you pray, don’t do all the talking. Ask the Father to guide your life each day.

STAY YOUNG!

Friday, February 27, 2009

The Human Heart.

February. The Month of Love.
The universe finds its way into the law of attraction again.

I could see people everywhere. Two by two. (some even makes me sick by public display of affections) What's the main reason for this two by two cause? Why does the whole world act this way in the first place?
maybe it is the human nature, the human heart...


Each one of us has the heart given by the Almighty. And that heart serves as our compass in this universe...that heart is connected to the soul of the world, which can also be called- every connected thing around us. The soul of the world is always a positive force, so better draw direction from it, and better listen to your coz its
God's personal guiding star in each of us to lead us in this imperfect world.


Some people may say it's better to follow your head than your heart...well, it's true, that works! (believe me) some people even became successful.
But somehow recently I found out its better to follow your heart...some others are afraid to trust their hearts because they felt its treachery at some point in their lives. Well, I say its not the heart's fault- it's their own faults!
they felt it's treachery as an unexpected blow because
they didn't listen to their hearts in the first place.
If only they had searched for that inner feeling of the soul,
they may have been guided by which direction the compass went,
by which advice God himself advised.
For we have been bestowed with perfect hearts
made in the image and likeness of He himself.
If only they had trust that hidden feeling inside
maybe they never got lost and maybe had rid themselves of the tragedy.


I'm not saying you should not use your head and be blinded by love-
( Love is never blind- if so, then why is the world turning by it's direction?)
In fact love makes one understand a lot of things.
I'm not saying you should forget about everything else too
and focus all your time on one person only, no that's not right.
(as I've stated, love is not blind)

I'm just saying search for that big feeling inside you
that overwhelms other choices you wanna make.


If you just think positive, you will attract positive things,
think negative- negative things. Maybe that's why some others found a lot of tragedies because they let their negativity in the way, or maybe that person is just not the soulmate the soul of the world presently prepares for them?
God gives us signs and equipped us a sign detector in finding destiny...
the signs are the opportunities we see everyday. The sign detector is our heart...


That's why we should listen to it. Coz sooner or later- who knows? it may detect a sign...

from:www.perishsong.multiply.com/journal/item/27/The_Human_Heart...

Foster Love


Her name is *Katrina. She was with the family since she was in 3rd grade. She came from a poor broken family, so broken that she didn't know who her parents are. Her parents left before she can even recognize them, before enjoying the comfort of the warm embrace of her father, before she can be nourished by the warm milk of her mother.

She grew up with the care of her grandfather and her aunt.

Because of her condition and the selfless love of mom, mom fostered the kid to our care. Just like that, I got a kid sister. I have 4 siblings, all grown-up men. Having her is truly heaven sent. I'm greatly fond of her. I can still remember her smell--when she climb up the kitchen chair just to gain altitude so she can jump unto my embrace--the smell of undone laundry. It won't be long when she will begin to smell like a princess. 

And she was my mom's princess in fact. Mom was behind every scene when Katrina joined pageants. She's a doll. Mom also went up the stage with her to receive academic awards. She's a bright child. She also participated on athletic events. Such a sporty kid. It's like we're sharing the same genetic codes.

She grew up to be a likeable young lady. And comes with it, the teenage drama. Boys began to like her at her high school, and vice versa. She comes home late from school, doing extracurricular stuffs. Mom began implementing curfew for her own good. But girls at her age want to get what they want, right?

She decided to go back to her aunt's care. Back to being poor and broken. Maybe, mom's curfew is too much for her that she wanted to stay in a home with no electricity. She has to go to the neighbor to press her clothes. She has to travel far when going to school. She has to do everything now with a little burden. But for her, it sure is a lighter burden than mom's curfew. 

It was her choice and mom respects her choice with a heavy heart. Mom has fallen in love with the kid since 3rd grade. But she is only a foster mom. She can't force the kid to stay at home.

Will Katrina come back home? 

I believe so. She is just on a phase that most of us had, has, and will have to go through. It's been months now that she's away from mom's foster home. But she often visits mom during lunch break or after school. She even had a sleep-over just the other weekend. Of course they still have their mother-daughter bonding. After all, she was mom's princess. And will always be.

*name withheld

Monday, February 23, 2009

LAND OF PROMISE … MISSION ACCOMPLISHED . . .

Mindanao once has been called land of promise in early 1050’s. Places were a fertile ground for farming and fertile ground for mission.

Pastor Enrique Litao-Almera a graduated in the School of Theology has the heart of mission, his wife Valentina, children Prescilla, Deborah, Tadeo and granddaughter Flordeliza. In early 1951 they migrated to Mindanao and settled in Barungkot, Dangcagan, Bukidnon.

He started his ministry and began to have a group of his own. He acquainted many church leaders and joined the churches. He met also Ptr Juanito Gapul and family in Barungkot. In 1956 he was able to meet a leader who migrated from Negros with so many followers named Mr. Fidel Cambare. The named of his group was Economic Brotherhood Production - EPB. They observed the 7 Gods Plan of Salvation in the Old Testament. Ptr Eking and Mr. Fidel Cambare agreed that they will merge their groups in serving God.

In 1957 the church building was built (the roof was made out of cogon grass) on Mr. Cambare’s personal lot in Kiara, Maramag Bukidnon. (Barrio Kiara, were belonged in the Municipality of Maramag in that year). It’s not easy doing with such ministry when they have to walk bare foot around 40 kilometers every week when they go to Barrio Kiara for Worship service. Their faith in serving God is immeasurable, members would have to travel Friday night from different places such as Maramag and Dangcagan just walking bringing all their foods carried by “balsa” (a cart without a wheel) pulled by a carabao / buffalo or a cow and walk again Saturday night going back home. When rains come they have to wait for the rivers of Moleta and Masimag waters to subside for them to cross.

A first Pastor of Radio Church of God founded by Mr. Herbert W. Armstrong was Ptr. Pedro Ortiguero who happened to be a friend and co-pastor of Ptr Eking Almera in Luzon went to Mindanao in 1962 for the purpose of joining the group of Ptr. Almera, the church eventually converted to Radio Church of God and later years it became Worldwide Church of God up to the present.

In the late 1960’s it’s the persecution and excruciating trials of Ptr Eking Almera and family when there was a Pastor who joined the group and started to overpower him and ruined his reputation and even in front of the worship, he use his power to destroy him. There was even a time during the service the said pastor said to the congregation that he will throw Ptr. Almera out of the window. He said that Ptr Almera is incapable of handling the church. In 1969 Ptr Almera was totally dropped down from the ministry together with Ptr Juanito Gapul and never received any single cents as retirement benefit. Such incident was never reported in the head office of WCG in Manila, in spite of that Ptr Almera and family still remain in the church.

June 1970 Ptr. Almera was seriously ill his family doesn’t have any finances for such a surgical operation and to buy all the necessary needs in the hospital. In the late afternoon of June 19, 1970 Ptr. Almera breathe his last at Bethel Hospital, Malaybalay, Bukidnon. That very day his remains transported to Don Carlos, Bukidnon, he was not embalm because of financial difficulties of the family, it was Friday eve the church believed that it’s already a Sabbath. The incumbent pastor ordered the family to burry Ptr. Almera at once because it’s already Sabbath and no one would help. He never allows Mrs. Almera and children to view his remains and even he never allowed bringing the remains to the house, 11:30 in the evening where the strong rains poured it seems the cry of heaven his servant was buried without any burial services rendered in his peaceful rest. Sometimes words are un-expressible knowing with this inhuman treatment may lead to bitterness and envy. Thanks for those few good men who sacrificed for giving the humble servant a peaceful rest (The Zapanta’s, Canogigos’ Carmelotes’ and others).

Neighbors who are unbelievers were so mad to the Almera family why they never bring the remains of Ptr Almera in the house and why they listened to that pastor, where they said they will help for the burial just for them to see the remains of Ptr. Eking who been so kind to them.

When the regional Director of WCG Mr. Arthur Docken heard the news, he rushed to Cagayan de Oro City why he never knew about Ptr. Almera was ill, sad to say, it’s all done. It was not reported with that pastor.

Mrs. Valentina F. Almera in spite of what happen continue to serve the Lord faithfully, without any grudges at all. She taught her grandchildren the way giving, praying without ceasing and God fearing children. It has been a prayer of her grandson and I quote “Lord my Lola Tina is old now, if you are going to take her, don’t let her suffer with illness”. December 21, 2001 at 5 o’clock in the morning her daughter Deborah usually wake her up for a coffee but that moment she never responded and never wake up from her sleep, in her deep sleep she went back to her creator. It was an answered prayer to God be all the glory.

It’s been a heart crushing story; but it is still a greatest battle of Victory I may say “Land of Promise, Mission Accomplished”. The church has been following the Old Testament laws have been spiritually transformed into full Gospel Church. Kiara Church still remains, before Mr. Fidel Cambare died he finally donated the one hectare lot where the Church was built. The Church grows in Bukidnon with her daughter churches.

Ptr. Enrique Almera’s family still remain in the Church serving faithfully to Jesus Christ. There will be human defeat in his lifetime but the victory to the kingdom of heaven has the greatest reward.

Monday, February 2, 2009

What is There?

What is there in a sunset,
that a lot of people love to see it?
Why not the sunrise?
Or am i surprised!

Or is it that,
people have the time to watch the sunset?

More time to take pictures of the sunset?
Hmmmm...

Or, is it about the symbolism of life?

I just wonder.

Just for me, i also like the sunset.
I don't know why.

-originally from my own, www.strangey.info
-
pic from Ritz

Sunday, February 1, 2009

just an observation

A colleague and fellow teacher related to us (the group) this morning about how his father was punched and had a tear in his skull from the bastards along the corner of his brother’s residence in Aluba, Mandumol, this city. His father was invited to some beer by their rowdy neighbors he said. When his father refused the offer, the neighbors threw a stone at his father to get his attention. Unfortunately, the stone hit his head and made a small tear in the skull. I don’t know how big or small the stone is, but it made a tear which knocked his father on the ground. When the rowdy guys saw that he was on his knees, they beat him some more he almost got unconscious. My colleague bought their father to the hospital last Thursday and filed a case against the guys since then. But up until now, no one has come up to volunteer as a witness since the guys that beat their father are ex-cons and the community knows about it and their behavior in their area.

This entry is not about my colleagues father but on how we as humans approach our problems. From his sharing and from the talks that we had for the past years, I’ve learned that we as Christians are really different. When we have problems, we oftentimes, if not at all times would say ‘Okay.. Let me breath for a while.. Now, what needs to be done? What can we do about it?’, the sort. While for my friend, his response is this, ‘****.. Come on, let’s solve the problem, fast..’ sort of thing. I don’t know if you speak the same too. Another Christian colleague also noticed the same response and commented that it really has a difference. We are not bragging that we are the calm type or the confident ones. We as Christians just know where we stand and to whom we can depend on. Even with a mountainous problem ahead of us, we still keep on, persistently digging into the debris to overcome our obstacles. He is in control. Glad to know Someone we can fully depend on.

Our journey has just begun. Thank You Lord for Your presence in our lives.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

A text message would never be the same again....

Couple years ago I was so bored, I entered in MIRC chat room just parking then. A young lady sent me a private message she was 17 years young. We just had a chit chat sharing any ideas and question and answers. She shared her yahoo messenger and added her in my list. After that little time we talked everything has been forgotten.

Years gone by early 2008, when I opened my email I received an invitation to friendster it came from Ashley Fernandez. I just added her quick and send her my gratitude for the invitation and asked her yahoo messenger again. What I did was to send her an offline messages. We were able to talk again in ym and often times we communicated only thru offline messages then I ask her cellphone number. When I had the opportunity to text her I send her some quotes. She tells me what is doing, doing their assignments and projects and hanging out with her friends.

My phone beeped, that was November 5, 2008 and the message was and I quote “Kuya I am leaving for New York Next Month” I thought it was just a joke text because I used to received some jokes like that. I asked her for what reason? She told me that she is going to have her medication, Leukemia Stage 4 Cancer. That moment it seems my world was crushed down knowing a young woman who is very lively but beneath that manifestation she has been suffering tremendously.

I asked her if I could make a call, but she is in the hospital and not allowed to have phone calls. I am so bothered for her, so I just text her if she do believe that Jesus Christ is her Great Doctor, Mighty Physician and Powerful Healer; and asked her if she will accept Jesus Christ as her personal savior her Lord and Master. She replied “with all my heart I will accept Him”. I just send a prayer request all throughout the Philippines for her healing. After that I never received any text from her she left for New York.

One night when I opened my friendster account and it struck me in her account was that “goodbye Manhattan, New York and Farewell”. It was her cousin who posted on that shout out, she rested peacefully with the Lord December 8, 2008.

I just can’t hold back the tears that falls from my eyes, ASHLEY FERNANDEZ (21 years old) that I met had been part of my life’s journey. Although I am so sad of her lost, for me she is victorious in her life with the Lord. Because she surrender her life to God in spite of all the pain that she been through.

Ashley, you are so precious in the Lords heart, God be with you till we meet again.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Blog or Consequence

You probably heard about the news lately about 4 students who were suspended due to their fearless blog against their principal. While the media was debating and taking their sides, I was looking for the blogs to see it myself.

Here goes the blogsites of the 4 suspended students:


and more banters on this one:

Many issues have evolved regarding this incident. But I want to zero-in to these two:
Respect and Free Speech

Are the young people today losing their values that they just easily mock someone in authority? (or in the other hand, Are those in authority abusing their designated powers?) 
Is free speech such a right that no one should ever penalize someone for speaking out loud?

What do you think? Comments below.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Welcome to the New Home of Youthoughts

You read it right. This is now our new home of our online fellowship. And this will be an official site once I secure our own domain. Basically, the goal of this site remains the same. But we have significant changes. As you noticed, we are now a blog site. Meaning, this site needs authors. This site needs you. 

I'll be sending invitations on how to become a contributor to this site thru email. Since I don't have the email addresses of the regular posters of the previous Youthoughts, just notify me immediately if you want post your thoughts here. You'll need to sign in with a Google Account to confirm the invitation and start posting to this blog.

Rules

As of now, I can only think of 4 rules (in posting entries and comments):

1. Post in English, only. Non-English posts will be considered as spam (sorry, I have to if I really have to). But you may post a few dialects but italicised it.

2. Do not use unnecessary punctuations and spaces. Please, some of us start our sentences in lowercase and end up with a lot of periods, commas, or combinations like this ...,.!!?..<_._>

3. This is not a Friendster bulletin, so please don't post unrelated surveys or papansin-type posts.

4. If you want to post pictures in your article, please align it properly and use just the right size. 

I just want this site to look simple and easy to read. 

Also as you look at the right column, there are Google Ads. Please DO click them once in awhile. We need its revenue to support the maintenance of this site. 

Meantime, welcome to the Beta stage of our new journey. Hopefully this time, we can cater to the most needs of the young people today. Enjoy your stay.

Be patient.

Your online kuya,
ANDOi